Finals, Friends, and Freedom

It has come again.
finals week.
Only this time, it is worse, not only are my days filled with lots of studying and too much stress, people are going to be leaving. My friends are all going and doing things for the summer....away from Provo...
Who do they think they are?! having lives!
It won't be as bad as it sounds...
i hope
But really, I am moving and starting over in a new place with new people, and hopefully a new job.
change is good, and I am going to take full advantage of it.
This move is going to be a chance for me to fine-tune the person I am becoming. A chance to give myself a chance. New beginnings.
I know that this change will be good, but it will also be hard. I love my friends and my life the way it is.
I have fun and I laugh, I play and I grow.
I know that I will look back at this and think about how great it all was...the moving and newness of it all.
But right now it is hard and it hurts.
I went to dinner tonight with a really great friend of mine. He is the one who took me to prom last year...actually a year ago today! We went for burgers and talked about life, what was coming and what had already been.
it was fantastic
He is so incredible and is always able to bring a smile to my face. We had fun talking about the crazies we had interacted with at our last college, and also about how much fun we had had since then. He is leaving on his mission this summer. I will have spring term with him and part of summer.
I will miss him when he goes.
The people of SanFran better appreciate him, because he is
top notch
One of my best friends.
Now, I am getting too sentimental and mushy for my taste.
Other than having this giant change looming ahead, life is fantastic. Classes just finished and now its the down time before the crazy starts. I have been studying like crazy!
I can't wait until the freedom of the long weekend hits me, it will be a fantastic feeling.
I do love the feeling of having absolutely NOTHING to do...it rarely happens for a college student.
I embrace it with a smile and ask no questions. If and when I survive through Wednesday afternoon, my life will be bliss for 5 whole days!
I will love it and I will celebrate it.

That's it for now
H.