Solitude

It the first night that I will be staying in this apartment all on my lonesome. I will then be alone for the next three days (Something that has never happened...here or at home). Having Kimmy here has been really fun, and I am sad to see her go. We've hit rock bottom together, and now she gets to go home to her family and I get to pull myself out of the spiral, all by myself....eh well. I figure this time will give me some good self reflection time. I will be able to have time just for me, to better myself and to dream.

I will be working this week, until I leave, and there are a few lone souls staying behind as well, so it's not like I will be completely separated from society, but Provo kind of turns into a ghost town at this time.

I get to look forward to a really fun Christmas break and to be honest, that is probably the only thing that is going to get me through.

So let the countdown begin!

This week I decided I was going to get some good self projects done. I am going to work on a story, which the solitude may help with, and I am going to apply for scholarships for my study abroad...and I will probably play guitar. The more I think about the next few days, the more I am looking forward to them. I will have a chance few people have...to be on my own for three whole days...yeah, it's all about my attitude. As long as I can keep myself from the couch and my bed for too long, I will be able to be productive!

yay life!

Anyway, I will try and post about the next three days, giving myself some kind of responsibility. I figure if I am responsible to come back and report, I will find something to do...an entire post about sitting on my butt all day won't be very fun to read...or write.

So here it goes!